outing outing outing outing outing outing. ang tagal ng papunta sa laguna. pero enjoy ung resort. may billiard table, videoke. kumpleto na eh. air-con pa. hehe. swimming lahat eh. nging moreno bigla lhat ng mga kaklase q. hahaha. conscious na conscious isa kong kaklase(wag na nating ipakilala) dahil every hour ay ngtatanong sya nang "umitim ba ko??", "umitim ba ko??" hehe. kilala na eh kung sino un. amputi nman kasi eh. mhirap na kpag dumilim ang balat. asset rin nman ang maputing kutis d b. so un. kuha lng ng kuha ng pics eh. d q lam kung paano mgpost sa blog ko or kung pde nga ba, pero kung pde at n22nan q kung paano ipopost ko para hndi mlimutan ng mga burbank. hehe. kwentuhan sessions lng un ibang oras eh. tapos 1st time qng makausap c katz ng masinsinan. haha. tagal nun. cguro mga 2 hours. naku. tandang tanda ko pa un mukha ng isang kaklase na freaked-out ung mukha tapos nming takutin sa paggamit ng banyo at pagsarado ng ilaw. hehehe. kakatuwa eh. pero sa huli aq rin ung natakot. ntakot rin aq sa mga pinagsasabi ko. kc nman eh, kung ano ung hndi q dpat iimagine e un ung naiisip ko. tanginang buhay tlaga to oh. ang labo. tapos nung mga midnight mamamatay na lahat dahil sa uhaw, ubos lahat, softdrinks, kahit tubig ubos na. out of thirst, inovercome namin ung paglakad sa mga empty streets dun. e ang problema pa e puro talahib. putek. wlang bahay sa tpat nung resort. gives us the creeps. nkakatakot tlaga, tapos ung bilihan ng tubig ay lalabas pa ng village. small # of homes means more empty lots with tall grasses. mas nakakatakot un. sa daan papuntang blihan ng 2big e hndi maiiwasan ung mga madadamong lote. nkakatakot tlaga. pero un. nkabili kmi at lhat ng takot na pnagdurusahan namin ay napawi dahil sa malamig n tubig. tapos bago un kwentuhan sessyons pa la ng bembang boys (-tam, kc tulog eh) + nephele. hehe. sub muna c neph para kay tam. usapan lang nang usapan. wlang hintuan. tapos c pedro hndi pa marunong uminom ng beer. hlata sa mukha niya na ayaw nya ung lasa eh. hehe. pampam kc. kala nya maangas tgnan sa mga babae kpag umiinom siya. com'on. give me a break PJ. asa ka pa !!! sayang nga eh. hndi napakita ni royce ung dpat nyang ipakita eh, kc nk2log na kami eh. handang handa p nman aq non. pero khit anong mangyari ay tlagang may kulang pa rin sa dalawang araw na un. wala c abi. hndi kc pinayagan eh. sayang nman tlaga. same w/ d others. d rin ata cla pinayagan. bad 3p. ms masaya sana kung kumpleto ung 38 eh, pero 26 lng nkasama. d bale. may outing uli syempre ang burbank sa 4th year. so un. kuha lng ng kuha ng pics hanggang sa makarating na sa masci, at tapos na ung outing. pero hndi pa tapos ang kasiyahan, kalahati pa lang un. haha. ako, c dyud(a.k.a. dep), katz, balak pumunta kna wit. d q lam kung bakit. 3p 3p lng daw. dpat susunod cla leo at chad eh. pero d cla nakasunod for ragnarok reasons. wee. nung nandun n kmi, bad 3p. long way pa ung dinaanan namin mbis na ung maikli lng. pero ok lng, dami nmang mga iba't ibang lahi na aso ang nakita ko. kya sulit rin hehe. pgdating kna wit, nandun na cla kaloy at patrick. nagagaguhan kahit wala pa kmi. at nang pagdating namin, lalo pang nagaguhan. PC agad eh. syempre bihira lng makahawak at mkagamit ng PC lalo n kpag DSL hehe. amp. 1 minute lng mga video sa youtube amp. sa dial-up 30 minutes eh. ala lng. gaguhan lng rin sa pagiinternet. hangat sa kumakain kami ng gardenia na tinapay, butter, keso, at mayonnaise at 3 litres ng coke. tapos 6 lng kmi nun. ubos lhat. hahaha. tatakaw namin, kc pagod s pglalakbay sa pgpunta s bahay. tapos un. nabagot na kmi. punta dun sa may gotohan, at ng2luyan ang gaguhan. amp. gaguhan lng ata alam nmin. pero meron kaunting mkabuluhan na usapan. ung 2ngkol sa ALL-STARS outing ng mga lalaki sa batch. weee. no buloks allowed. tsaka na muna ung details dun. sa may p nman eh. tapos biglang dumating si mike!!! naka gray t-shirt xa nun eh. wafu tlaga. pero ndagdagan lng ang mga gaguhan sessions. tapos unting mga pic pics. uminom pa nga kmi ng royal na 1.5L sa kalsada eh. parang mga tanga lng eh. tapos may libre pang basketball batch sa tapat. no comment na sa mga naglalaro. hehe. mukhang laro ng bola sa umaga, tapos laro ng kutsilyo sa gabi eh. hehe. hangang 6pm, gaguhan lng. tapos bumalik na sa bahay ni wit. unting internet uli. haha. tapos un. uwian na tlaga. nilakad namin lahat xpt kay wit hangang fernando's. tapos hiwalayan n ng paguwi. c katz at 3ck sa kanan eh, smantalang aq, dyud(dep), mike at coley ay sa kaliwa. may onting dramahan pa ngang nangyari eh. hangang sa dumating na lng aq sa bahay, pagod na pagod. uli. hehe. ang saya amp. tapos bukas enrolment pa. wala na ba tlagang pahingahan? ptngna. ala lng. para astig na last statemnt.
6:50 AM
Tuesday, March 28, 2006
i've waited long enough for you
no more wasted time alone,
saving the message you sent to me,
is it okay? i'll be waiting,
did it ever crossed your mind,
that i'm falling for you,
and i never had the time
and i don't have the words to say
i'm falling out of place to another lonely road,
the words i want to say seems to hide behind my head,
the message that you sent, i kept it in my heart,
i'm falling out of place to another lonely you.
the night is young and no stars,
but your voice soothes my ears,
you broke up with your boyfriend,
is it okay? if I'll be waiting.5:37 AM
Sunday, March 26, 2006
1) magsaya at maximize the time left para sa pakikipagbonding sa mga clasm8s;
2) ipahiwatig ang mga kasiyahan at kalungkutan na nadama ko sa pagiging burbank
3) kausapin c abi ng wala ng katorpehan at kahiyaan, at piliting kumalma kpag paaproach sya or papalapit sa akin; at
4) TAPUSIN ANG MGA NAKAASAR NA REQUIREMENTS!!!
sana sa 96 hours left ay masakatuparan ko ang mga ito. haha. alang alang sa pagiging tao ko. cgurado mamimiss ko lahat. lahat tlaga. pati ung apat na sulok ng kwarto at ung tatlong bintilador nmin. sa bembang boys. masaya tlaga. at tlagang mamimiss kita abi.6:06 AM
Sunday, March 19, 2006
The bonfire was starting to fade out at that time. After a few moments, the science camp was over. I was preparing myself to have to survive a 2 long days without sleep, for my grandmother was celebrating her 62nd birthday in Tagaytay City. So there it was. As I arrived home, the van we rented was good to go. I just changed clothes, and the 3 hour long expedition began. My body was still aching because of the activities of the science camp, but I had no choice but to come. I sacrificed my personal agenda for my grandmother, for I can only make her happy in special times. But there were many hardships I met. The first thing I tried to overcome was the burning heat. Adding to that was may aching shoulders and arms. I did'nt know why they were aching, and the pain I felt just increased as my father told me to carry the baggages we would bring. The road going to Tagaytay was really rough, so I had to grip the seat to avoid any pain, because my bottom was starting to feel numb. But the rough roads became gone when I we arrived at our destination. Just a drop of temperature to 28 degress Celsius, and i felt like I was in heaven. I did not sweat, I did not experienced the hot feeling that would make me cough or sneeze. The place we would spend the night was in the rest house of my grandfather's brother. It was so cold, it's like the whole house was air-conditioned. As I entered, the only thing tumbling in circles in my mind was a soft, comfortable bed. But still I needed to participate in the celebration. Just a little more minute after the dinner, and it would be all over, but what turned out to be a minute became for hours of non-stop chatting with the elderly, the topics ranging from a snail to my college! I felt a little irritation, but the thoughts of going to slumber kinda neutralized it. My body needed redemption. Redemption from stress. And a pleasant feeling in the bed. The long conversation and chit-chat ended at 11pm. But when I was approaching to sleep, my father told me to drink. During occasions, I drink liquor. But at that time the only thing that liqour could give me was a headache. We drank until 4am in the morning, without any breaks. A headache + stress + aching shoulders and bottom would mean only something close to dying, but not actually dying. It was like you don't wanna live no linger because of the pain. Both physically and mentally. I had a little nap, but at 5am I needed to prepare for the morning. More punishments were soon arriving. I had to buy 5 kilo rice which was 500 meters away. And remember my arms were aching back then. But due to my frustration about the never-ending chores, the pain I should be feeling lightened. After lunch, it was time to go back to the lowlands, to the extreme heat and perspiration, and to those coughs which I really hate. Now after I finish this it would all be over, the pain would be gone by tomorrow. And now, it is done.7:32 AM